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The Day the Sun Stands Still

July 11, 2021 by Denise Brake Leave a Comment

The first thing to greet us as we pulled into Wild River State Park was a most unusual sign! “Please, BRAKE FOR SNAKES.” Nobody would need to tell us to do so—we Brakes are a snake-loving family, especially our son Aaron. You could say, “Brakes for snakes” and be perfectly correct!

Chris and I were going camping on the Summer Solstice for the first time, just the two of us, in over three decades. It was an experiment. Did we remember how to do this? Could we do it? Would we want to do this again? And most importantly, could we sleep?! Since it was a Monday, the campground had plenty of available spots; we checked in, parked in our campsite, and headed out to hike after a brief rain shower.

We hiked along the Old Logging Trail, a paved bike/walking trail, to the Visitor Center where we had our picnic lunch, looked out over the trees to catch a glimpse of the wild St. Croix River, and learned how Vice President Walter Mondale had worked tirelessly to protect the natural resources of Minnesota and the United States, including the Wild and Scenic Rivers Act in 1968 that helped preserve this river. We left the paved trail and walked toward the River after discovering a colorful and unique Chicken of the Woods mushroom.

The trail dropped from the ridge through fern-covered hillsides and milkweed patches teeming with butterflies. There is something exquisitely beautiful about the fair pink and green ball of about-to-bloom buds of the Common Milkweed flower.

The trail turned and followed the River for over a mile and a half and would bring us back to the campground. The St. Croix River is a large river originating in northwest Wisconsin and creating the boundary for Minnesota and Wisconsin for 130 miles of the River.

King of this part of the River is an Eastern Kingbird. The genus-species name is Tyrannus tyrannus, an indication of his territorial behavior. He will harass crows, hawks, even Great Blue Herons who ‘intrude’ on his territory.

The ‘backwaters’ of the St. Croix were interesting little ecosystems of sometimes stagnant water, beaver activity, damsel and dragonflies, and pretty patches of Forget-me-nots.

Black-Winged Damselfly
White Tail Dragonfly

We heard the distinct ‘talking’ of an eagle to its young ones. Looking up, I could barely see the nest, but then discovered who was doing the ‘talking.’ It was an old-looking eagle—pale eyes and rather disheveled feathers—who has seen many more humans than humans who have seen him.

St. Croix River was used as a means of moving logs from the northern forests to the mills during the logging era in the late 1800’s. A pile-driven dam was constructed at this site in 1890, so logs could be let through at an even pace, after they had experienced numerous, humungous log jams that halted production at the mills. The last ‘log drive’ was in 1912, and the dam was removed in 1955.

When we returned to the campground, a deer was wandering through the trees between the campsites with no cares about the people wandering through. I practically had to shoo it from the door of the outhouse when I went there…where I was greeted with a sign and warning about other visitors.

Okay—fair warning. We set up our humble campsite and settled in for the longest day of the year. As the sun disappeared behind the trees around our campsite, I decided that I wanted to get a picture of the sunset on the Summer Solstice. We drove to an observation deck that overlooked the Amador Prairie—after stopping for the deer that were crossing the road.

The prairie was full of deer looking this way and that way, running, leaping, and grazing.

The sun was still shining so brightly on the horizon that I could barely look at it, so I found other things to look at while we waited for the sun to set. The almost full moon was already high in the sky; a couple of bucks with velveted antlers roamed the edge of the woods.

The purple flowers of a tendrilled Vetchling(?) picked up the purple color in the sundrenched spears of Bluestem grass. It takes a long time for the sun to set on the longest day of the year. I was over taking pictures of deer. I lounged against the boards while looking to the west into the bright orb of sun. I joked to Chris, “Where’s that bear when you need him?!” Not two minutes later, as he looked over my shoulder, he very matter-of-factly said, “There’s a bear over there.” What?@! I turned and looked at a very dark, moving object way over by the trees.

Sure enough, there was my bear!

But it wasn’t a ‘he’ and it wasn’t just one. It was a mama bear with two little cubs bounding along with her, mostly hidden in the tall grass.

Solstice is derived from the Latin words sol meaning ‘sun’ and sistere meaning ‘to stand still.’ On this day, the North Pole is tipped directly towards the sun, making it seem like the sun is standing still.

We didn’t see any snakes that day, but we experienced the exquisitely beautiful about-to-bloom season of summer. Or are we more like the Swedes who celebrate the Solstice as midsummer, the height of the warm, sunshiny season? However it falls, the longest day does hold some magic worth noting. The magic of empty-nest experimenting with pre-children pastimes. The magic of flowers and butterflies, birds and dragonflies, wild rivers and sweeping prairies. But most of all, for me that day, the magic of seeing my first bears in the wild—just when I needed them.

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Filed Under: Summer Tagged With: bald eagles, black bears, butterflies, deer, dragonflies, mushrooms, St. Croix River, summer solstice, Wild River State Park

The Exact Right Moment

July 26, 2020 by Denise Brake Leave a Comment

I’ve been holding on to a picture since May. It is a special photograph that I ran from the front of the house to the back of the house to snap after running to get my camera after standing up and glancing out the window at the exact right moment one morning. What are the chances?! Seriously, I love those moments so much. What I saw was a fox running across the front yard with something in her mouth. I ran to get my camera. I took the lens cap off on the run, turned it on, got to the window, pointed, and…she was gone around the side of the house. I ran to the back and got one picture of her before she slipped into the trees. She was beautiful…and elusive. I thank my lucky stars for encounters like that—even more so when I can manage to capture the moment with my camera. I have seen her four times this Spring and early Summer, out hunting for her kits, I imagine. One time was on my birthday, which is the second time in three years and at two different places that I have seen a fox on my birthday. What are the chances?! I held on to the picture to share at just the right time—so here is my serendipitous photo of the fox—please enjoy, smile, marvel, wonder, and thank your lucky stars that we are privileged to see such beauty!

Five months ago Chris and I walked across the Mississippi River on the thick ice, an experiment in comfort-busting. (go here) The River is a force in Minnesota as it flows from its source at Lake Itasca, diagonally through the central part of the state, down through the Twin Cities, then along the border with Wisconsin until it hands it off to Iowa. The power of the River is the same here as with any river that plays such a huge role in the life of a state. It is commerce, it is recreation, it is aesthetic. The force of the River comes from Mother Nature, however. It is mystical, spiritual, phenomenal. It is ever-flowing. On our bike ride this past weekend, we once again crossed over the River, this time on an old railroad bridge of bumpy, worn railroad ties. The River flowed swiftly and shallowly over rocks, as right behind us was a tall, cement dam and power plant built in 1924. The River is held up, blocked, checked, impeded, restricted, obstructed by the huge dam and controlled as to how much water is released over the dam at any given time. The spirits of the River mourn.

If you are a person who has worked on a farm, one who has ever done the physical work of chopping, de-heading, or hand spraying thistles, you know the ‘eye’ that comes from doing so. You get tuned in to seeing them as you walk the pasture or drive the field roads (or drive the public roads and look at the ditches.) The light purple flowers and prickly stems and leaves are ‘honed in on’ as the enemy, so to speak.

“A weed is a flower growing in the wrong place.” –George Washington Carver

On our bike ride, my thistle-trained eye spotted a patch of purple down the embankment from the bike trail by the River. There on a prickly thistle was a Great Spangled Fritillary drinking in the sweet nectar of that purple flower. The late afternoon sun shone on the pearl white spangles on the underside of its wings and on the lavender flowers, and the light cast a rosy hue on the legs of the butterfly. Beautiful!

“How far you go in life depends on your being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving, and tolerant of the weak and strong. Because someday in your life, you will have been all of these.” –George Washington Carver

George Washington Carver had a much deeper, broader, soulful definition of “how far you go in life” than the surface parameters of fame, power, and wealth. Reminds me of something Jesus would say or rather, did say in a number of ways. The spirit of each person is like a river, ever-flowing, the life force that we embody. It is uniquely special and rare. It is not our jobs in life to build dams that block, check, impede, restrict, obstruct, and control the moving life-force in other people. (And that has nothing to do with real and appropriate laws and consistent and responsible order that sustains a functioning community or a functioning individual.) People can hone in on whatever they were trained or believe to be ‘the enemy’—that has much more to say about the person than the perceived enemy. Thistles are on a spectrum from beautiful flower with life-giving nectar to enemy of a healthy, productive pasture. It is not an either/or issue, not right or wrong, not black or white. And like it or not, everything in this world lies on the same spectrum. We live in the long, gray area between the two extremes—or maybe I should say in the beautiful, rainbow colors of that spectrum. And that brings us back to beauty. Without a doubt, we are living through a tumultuous, difficult time, and yet, every day there are those beautiful, elusive moments that open our hearts and make us happy to be alive among God’s creation. Hold on to them. Smile, marvel, wonder, and thank your lucky stars, and then share them with the world.

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Filed Under: Summer Tagged With: butterflies, Corona virus, fox, Mississippi River, special moments, thistles

Tattered

July 19, 2020 by Denise Brake 8 Comments

If I were a butterfly, my wings would be tattered. It hasn’t been wind and rain but storms of other kinds that have wreaked havoc on my body and devastated my heart. Like the butterfly, the longer we live and the more life experiences we have, the greater the chances of being tattered.

Sometimes life is just plain hard for oh-so-many reasons that are out of our control—coronavirus, job loss and the cascade that comes from that, certain illnesses and losses of relationships. It feels like we are pushing against the status quo, defying gravity, carrying the weight of the world on our shoulders.

At times we get stuck and wonder how the heck we ended up in this place. ‘I did not sign up for this.’

Life can turn us in circles, bind us in the weeds, trip us up, even as we are working hard to do the right thing.

Then there are those times, thankfully rare, when we are immobilized, frozen, stuck in a web of confusion and uncertainty. We are cocooned. The life we have known is taken from us—we dissolve from the person we used to be….into….nothingness….for a while, at least. The grief and despair of being wretched out of our old life and long-held beliefs is a bottomless well—or so it seems at the time.

But there is a bottom. In fact, it is constructed for each one of us—it catches us from our seemingly fatal fall in the exact right way, often without our awareness. We are still flailing and desolate, fighting against the constraints of change.

Do not be afraid—you are on the right path. Don’t struggle against the struggle.

But what helps with the struggle? Good nutrition of body, heart and soul—food, love, and meaning.

Sunlight…

the heartbeat of Mother Nature…

beauty…

support for our well-being and growth…

and knowing we, like all of God’s creations, can get through tough times.

Where do beauty and respect abide? Struggle is a part of the human experience. It is not for nought. Struggle helps us learn. It refines our beliefs. It is an opportunity to better ourselves and our world. It is meant to be a reckoning of who we are and where we stand in this Earthly creation. So while struggle is deeply and profoundly personal—it is only ourselves who are peering down the deep, dark well of whatever is tearing apart our hearts and souls—it is also God’s call to us to reach beyond our personal reclamation. We are citizens of the community, the church, the state, the country, and the world. In reckoning and reclamation comes a responsibility to our fellow citizens—not responsibility for, but to—and to our Earth. We are not here to take, use, discard, abuse, and misuse the lives of other people or the resources of our planet. Our personal freedom is tempered by our collective responsibility. Therein lies beauty and respect. So let’s celebrate tattered wings, storms of struggle, and hard-won inner battles. Let’s reach out during this Covid time with food, love, and light. Let’s know deep in our bodies, hearts, and souls that like the old Oak tree, we can get through tough times and that there is a landing place from which to rebuild. Fly, though your wings be tattered.

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Filed Under: Summer Tagged With: butterflies, Corona virus, mushrooms, oak trees, struggles, wildflowers

Snapshots of July Stories

July 29, 2018 by Denise Brake Leave a Comment

Here we are in the middle of the year, in the middle of summer—this month of July.  I tend to wish away July when the temperatures rise, when the humidity causes so much discomfort, and when bugs are bugging humans animals, and plants.  Oh, and also when the deer jump our garden fence and eat the beans, beets, and peppers.  The first half of the month was hot and sticky—and I realize that relative to the rest of the country, we have it easy.  Just as I was wondering how to navigate the humid days of summer, we got a blast of welcome relief from cooler Canadian air.  The last two weeks have been glorious summer days—days I am not wishing away!  Looking over my photographs of July, I realized that our month could be told in a series of little stories.  There is the two-sided story of the deer—the nemesis of Chris and his ‘fight’ to save our hostas, trees, and other plants from being devoured by our cloven-hoofed friends as opposed to the beauty of spotted fawns with their mamas.

I saw one small fawn by itself one evening, just standing in the driveway, looking back and forth between the barking dog in the house and the sound of people walking down the street.  No mama was in sight.  Another day, a fawn hid behind the grass by the blueberries—again without its mama.  It’s unusual to see such a young one without its mother close by, and I wondered if she had been killed somehow.  Poor, cute baby.

July holds the story of blooming things.  The garden vegetables—peppers, tomatoes, green beans, and cucumbers—are flowering and beginning to grow their fruit.  Hosta flowers are in wild abundance, much to the happiness and satiety of the hummingbirds.

Carpets of thyme are covered with purple blooms, and annual zinnias are bright and inviting to the butterflies.

There is the story of time on the lake with friends—delicious in-the-moment time when the look and feel of the water and wind make every cell in your body feel alive.  It is the story of Minnesota where pines and loons represent our state.

The story of the Lake is not complete without Cattails, Yellow Pond Lilies, and spiders who take advantage of a corner of a dock to capture a plethora of insects that hover around the water.

There are the summer stories of friends and relatives around a fire on the patio.

The stories of Sunlight and Moonlight fall on the moss of trees, the burbling creek water, and the tall oaks of the forest.

 

July stories told in snapshots are added to the album of Summer and then to the bigger albums of our year and life.  I like how the photographs open those albums, how they illustrate a part of the story, and how they reveal elements that may not have been noticed before.  So often—like the deer story—there is a little story within the bigger one.  It also illustrates how there can be different feelings and thoughts about a situation, not only from different people, but even within one person.  Our personal stories, seen through the snapshot of a photo or memory, are limited, however; we don’t see what’s happening off camera or have all the pertinent information.  But a photo and story are also gifts to every one of us—they remind us of the beauty and goodness of life.  They make us remember not to take people or things for granted.  They instill in us the preciousness of time.  What are your July stories?  What delicious moments in time have you had this summer?  And are you ready for a new story to unfold in each new day?  

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Filed Under: Summer Tagged With: butterflies, Common Loons, deer, flowers, lakes, moon, stories

There is a Reason for Everything–NOT Everything Happens for a Reason

March 25, 2018 by Denise Brake 2 Comments

I like things to make sense.  When things don’t make sense in my mind, I ask questions—of myself and others.  Information helps a person make sense of a situation.  There have been a lot of things happening that don’t make any sense—why would a young person plan and carry out a school shooting or multiple bombings?  Finding a motive or reason for such action is paramount to the investigation.  Information is gathered from multiple sources, in multiple ways in order to figure it out.  Many times though, the answer to the question of why a person acted as they did is never fully known.

Science also asks questions in order to find answers—it is the foundation of the scientific method.  Information is gathered, past research is perused, a pertinent hypothesis formulated, the methodology carefully planned out and followed to exactitude.  Did the results confirm the hypothesis?  What conclusions were learned from the experiment?  Questions, answers, more questions.  And so it goes.

Questions about Nature have been studied by science for hundreds of years, and today the questions are just as important as ever.  Why is the Monarch butterfly population in decline?  https://www.annualreviews.org/doi/abs/10.1146/annurev-ento-020117-043241 http://www.eeb.cornell.edu/agrawal/documents/InamineetalAgrawal2016Oikosmonarchconservation_000.pdf

Is our water safe?  https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1253773/

https://www.mprnews.org/story/2016/07/13/minnesota-adds-pollution-sources-impaired-waters-list

What is killing our bee populations, and what is the impact on agriculture?  https://www.uky.edu/~jast239/reprints/Geography%20Compass%202016.pdf    http://mjpa.umich.edu/files/2014/08/2014-BiancoCooperFournier-HoneyBee.pdf

What happens when forests are clear-cut?  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Un2yBgIAxYs  https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2016/04/160415125925.htm

 

Scientific experiments seek to answer these complicated questions.  Seldom is there a singular cut-and-dry reason; seldom is the answer an easy one.  Mostly, answers lead to more questions.  But each answer, each piece of information that is discovered about the situation, adds to the body of knowledge.  It is a contribution to the big picture, and each piece shows a pathway to action that can be taken to solve the problem.

As for the things that don’t make sense in this world or in our lives, the same applies.  Rarely is there just one reason; rarely is the reason a simple explanation.  However, I hypothesize that there is always a reason for everything—not in the insensitive platitude ‘everything happens for a reason’ kind of way, but in the scientific ’cause and effect’ way.  There was a reason why they gathered the guns and made the bombs, there was a reason they felt like this was an appropriate thing to do, there was a reason their thinking was so clouded and deluded, and there was a reason they fell through the cracks.  As with everything, there is a long, complicated lineage of reasons why things occur.  Answers lead to more questions.  But information leads to understanding—that’s why questions are so important.  That’s why multiple sources are important.  That’s why experts are important.  All help to configure the big picture, so we can take multiple pathways to solve these heart-breaking problems.

 

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Filed Under: Spring Tagged With: bees, butterflies, problem-solving, scientific method, trees, water

Shifting Gears

September 24, 2017 by Denise Brake Leave a Comment

We were still newlyweds when Chris taught me to drive a vehicle with a manual transmission.  We had just bought a used 1981 Chevy C-10 1/2 ton pick-up truck.  It was a bold red color—the only choice for a truck, according to Chris.  The single cab and long bed (the standard back then) looked sleek and utilitarian and housed a ‘three on the tree’—a manual three-speed shifter on the steering wheel column!  He drove us to a way-out-yonder gravel road north of Bates City where no extraneous traffic would interfere with my concentration, and then we switched places.  He was a patient, methodical teacher, and I tried to be the good student that had carried me through all my years of schooling.  But studying books and operating clutches are two different things!  I don’t care to remember how many times I killed the engine before I even got going.  There was gear grinding, bucking action, nervous laughter, and many “I’m sorrys” when I thought I was wrecking it.  Trying to get the hand-foot timing down—letting off the gas, pushing in the clutch, moving the gear shift to the right position, then letting out the clutch slowly and giving it gas—was hard and frustrating.  And how do you even get braking in there, too?

Fall is a time for shifting gears—luckily Mother Nature has done it more times than we know and does it smoothly and seamlessly.  The growing, producing season is in decline; the fruits of that season are gathered or hanging heavily on the vine, ready for harvest.  Internal systems in trees take their cues from the external world—length of daylight and temperature—to stop production of chlorophyll, which unmasks the carotenoids and anthocyanins that give leaves their fall colors and eventually causes the leaves to drop off.

Fall flowers provide needed nectar to insects that may be migrating, hibernating, or laying eggs for the last cycle before winter.  One last hurrah of the repeat bloomer Stella D’Oro Lily entices a Monarch butterfly to linger and feed.

The beautiful ‘Fireworks’ Goldenrod attracts bees and wasps of all kinds.

Showy purple Asters bloom vibrantly as one of the late season stars of the perennial world.

A shift happens with the bird population.  The summer birds have mostly migrated away—we no longer see the graceful swoops of the bluebirds or hear the incessant chatter of the house wrens.  It is rather quiet on the bird front, though we heard a flock of geese just this morning.  A quiet little guy visited the bird bath recently and seemed to be wondering where everybody else was also!

Spring fawns are losing their spots to a winter coat and are almost as big as their mothers.  They are the reason we must be so diligent in guarding young trees and shrubs.

The male spotted fawn shifts to a ‘button buck’ as the pedicels form into small hair-covered bumps at 4-5 months of age that will grow into antlers next April or May.

 

With the patient tutelage of Chris and lots of practice, shifting gears with a manual transmission was soon second nature to me.  The old ’81 Chevy was a stalwart worker for us for many years.

 

Fall not only shifts gears for plants and animals, but for us also.  Some of us harvest and preserve food for winter.  We start craving hot soups, pumpkin anything, and apple pie.  We slowly and effortlessly morph from outside evening activities to reading or tv watching.  Daylight and temperature influence our internal systems and our external choices, showing that we are an integral part of Nature that is often overlooked.  Yet we also have a huge cortical brain that can override the more animal aspects of our existence.  We can choose to shift gears!  We can choose to migrate to a new place, choose to live in the way-out-yonder quietness or the busy bee metropolis.  We can choose to be bold, choose our schooling, linger in darkness or seamlessly let our Light shine. 

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A Return to Balance

July 23, 2017 by Denise Brake 6 Comments

It was a week for the emotional highs and lows record book.  Aaron finished the stone patio outside our screened-in porch, and we had our first guests and first fire in the fire ring.  A new marriage began.  Cancer took a life.  Progress was made to honor my Dad’s life and passing.  There was a fight using old wounds as swords inflicting new wounds.  A baby was born.

It was a week of highs and lows in Nature’s world also.  The pinnacle month of summer brings a great abundance of flowers fit for wedding bouquets, table decorations, or just panoramic beauty.  But the weather was dry—the grass was turning brown, the rains were missing us, and Chris was busy running the sprinklers.  

Last summer our sun garden was dominated by Rudbeckia, but this year is the Year of the Purple Coneflower!

Fragrant Lavender flowers attracted butterflies and bees.  Hummingbirds are also seen almost every day when the Hostas are in bloom.

The top leaf of the Ligularia, a plant that suffers here without plenty of water, is enveloped with a spider’s web and nest for the young ones.  New birth on a tiny, yet prolific scale.

Daddy Longlegs was resting on a leaf hammock, renewing his energy for the continued search for food.

Aaron made a balanced rock sculpture by the path at the edge of the yard.  This will be the location of a new bed of Eastern Blue Star after Chris dug out an invasive white-flowering plant that served us well for a while.  

The heat and dryness has taken a toll on some of the ferns, with parts of fronds or whole fronds drying up and turning brown—Nature’s self-pruning.

The Daylilies are in their full glory; this one is providing a rest stop for a Grasshopper.

The mulched path through our woods is a favorite trail for the turkeys as they browse for food.  We don’t usually see them, but this time one left behind a part of herself.

With all the watering in the dry and sunshine, every once in a while, there’s a rainbow.

 

Mother Nature has a way of providing balance, of bringing things back to homeostasis, of allowing rest and renewal, then energy and growth.  We are made the same way.  Every moment of every day our bodies are regulating temperature, minerals, hormones, water, and blood sugar to bring us back to homeostasis.  It truly is a miracle.  So what happens after days, weeks, or months of being enveloped in a web of worry or suffering from lack of love or realizing that an invasive presence that once served us well no longer does?  The answer is sometimes harsh in the process of saving the whole.  Parts of ourselves dry up, a sort of self-pruning in order to make way for eventual new growth.  We lose parts of ourselves along the journey, often without us knowing but other times with hard, intentional work.  And hopefully the parts we lose are the old wounds that persist in hurting ourselves and others.  Then we add rest, creativity, good food and fun, self-care and self-love so we’re no longer beating ourselves up and running on empty.  And ever-so-gradually, we return to homeostasis, to balance, to ourselves, and to Love. 

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Filed Under: Summer Tagged With: balance, butterflies, flowers, insects, perennials, wild turkeys

Gleanings from June—How the Time has Flewn

July 2, 2017 by Denise Brake Leave a Comment

How did it get so late so soon?  It’s night before it’s afternoon.  December is here before it’s June.  My goodness how the time has flewn.  How did it get so late so soon?                   –Dr. Seuss

This is how I feel about the month of June.  It’s one of my favorite months, made all the better this year by the fact that we spent the beginning of the month in Kansas City with our daughter Anna and the other Brake relatives, had our daughter Emily home for vacation and work days, and had SD relatives, Aaron, friends, Emily and Shawn together for celebration days.  How the time has flewn, as Dr. Seuss said!

June is the most precious month of the summer—here in Minnesota the temperature is summer perfect–warm days and still-cool nights, few bugs and mosquitoes impede outdoor work and fun, and there is plenty of sunshine with abundant rain to keep things growing, blooming, and thriving.  Sooo good!  June is when my favorite Perennial Blue Flax blooms—so very lovely.  Do we take the time to appreciate the incredible beauty of a single flower?

Fuzzy, thick-leaved Mullein unfolds like a rosebud—how do we unfold the many layers of our gifts and talents so we can stand tall with our brilliant display of color?

Prairie grasses bloom in June and wave in the wind, while prairie wildflowers begin their complementary display.  How do we stand out in the crowd and love and accept the very things that make us unique?

Talk about fleeting time!  The exquisite poppy, so delicate yet strong, blooms for such a short time before the crinkly petals fall off, leaving the bulbous seed head.  How do we cultivate strength of body, character, mind, and soul?

The blooming Mock Orange shrub with its sweet fragrance was a magnet for Swallowtail Butterflies, both yellow and black.  How do we gather the sweetness of life and share it with others?

A June evening on the lake with good friends is made even better when we see or hear the resident loons.  I believe the ‘bumpy’ feathers towards the tail are hiding a young chick, enabling travel and protection for the offspring.  Do we protect and nourish our offspring and all the ‘children of the Lord?’

Some ingenious spider built its web on the dock, basically over the water—a construction feat for food and shelter.  How do we work to build a safe home and provide food while also maintaining creativity and inventiveness?

Water, lily pads, greens and blues—this Monet-like work of art is a reflection of a birch tree in the lake!  I love it!  How do our actions reflect our true inner self?  What work of art are we creating?

I also love this photograph of a Yellow Pond-lily—the floating leaves, the yellow sphere of flower, the reflection of the blossom, and the spill of water on top of the leaf.  How do we keep our heads above water with poise, beauty, and peace?

And finally, June in the Land of 10,000 Lakes—a couple of people and their dog, out on a boat, fishing at sundown.  How do we relax in this hurried, harried world?  How do we embrace silence and our own thoughts and feelings?

 

June slipped away far too fast—I wanted to hold it steady, keep it close, prevent it from moving on.  I wanted to do the same thing with the time I spent with my kids.  Instead, in the moments I was with them, I was intentional about looking into their faces, not only to see their beauty and uniqueness, but to notice the outward reflection of their inner state.  Are they happy, at peace, using their gifts and talents?  I quietly noticed their strengths of body, character, mind, and soul.  I fretted silently that they may have learned some of my qualities of being hard on myself, of not loving myself quite enough.  I also confirmed my intention and commitment I had from day one as a parent to protect and nourish them in the best way I could, to show them the sweetness of life, to instill in them a love for God, for Nature, for creating and learning.  And here they are—two and a half to three decades later!  How I love being in their presence!  And here I am—throwing out a line in the peaceful silence of my own thoughts and feelings.  “My goodness how the time has flewn.”

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It’s Kind of a Big Deal

March 26, 2017 by Denise Brake 2 Comments

What is a Big Deal in your life right now?  I remember when the kids were much younger, birthdays were a Big Deal—even half-birthdays were big!  My brother- and sister-in-laws will be celebrating their 50th wedding anniversary this summer—that’s a really Big Deal!  Grandchildren are a Big Deal to our friends who have welcomed another generation into their families.  A health crisis is an all-consuming, scary Big Deal in one’s life.  Graduating from college, starting a new job, getting married, having a baby—all are Big Deals in the lives of the people involved and to concentric circles of loved ones and friends who care for them.

I know that nearly everyone loves Spring, but here in Minnesota, Spring is a pretty Big Deal!  We’ve had another fairly ‘easy’ winter in terms of snow and cold, but there is a collective ‘Hallelujah’ being raised up nonetheless, even if it is in a Minnesota nice and stoically quiet way!

The Past

This is the third year in a row that we have been snow free on the Spring Equinox—the two years before that we still had snow up to our knees.  So in those terms, we are way ahead of the game.  But besides a few green blades of grass (and wild strawberries) and some swollen tree buds, it doesn’t look very much like spring out there yet.

The Present

It doesn’t really matter though—we know it’s coming—the calendar told us so!  The thing that makes Spring so sweet is going through the ‘hardship’ or work of winter.  Snow shoveling, walking and driving on snow and ice, the daily chore of bundling up in boots, heavy coats, hats, and mittens, keeping the house at a cozy temperature, and daily walks with the frigid north wind are the realities of Winter—neither good nor bad.  But Spring, as it unfolds, is a relief from all those things.  On Friday, even though I was still bundled against the cold and wind, I saw and heard a choir of Robins flitting joyfully about in the neighbor’s yard!  That’s a Big Deal!

The Future

 

Big Deals is people’s lives are often milestones of time and effort put into an event that is dear to someone’s heart.  Other Big Deals—like birthdays and babies—are celebrations of absolute gifts we are blessed to experience.  Yet others are heart-breaking moments that threaten our lives, livelihoods, and purpose.  The common denominator seems to be the heart—what we hold dear, what we work hard to preserve, what means the most to us, what gives us joy.

My Big Deal today is celebrating three years of taking photographs and writing messages for my NorthStarNature blog.  I have published 206 posts with thousands of photographs in those three years!  It has been an experience of the heart : to showcase the incredible beauty of Nature, to share parts of my life story in an attempt to connect us with our world and with one another, to examine how Nature can teach us about Life, and a way for me to contribute in some way to the greater Good.  Every time I go out into Nature with the camera, looking for the Beauties and the Gifts, I become just another one of Her creations in that whole Circle of Life.  My body is calmed, and my spirit is lifted.  Writing this blog has unmuted my voice.  It has gotten this shy wallflower out into the dance of the world a bit—the cyber-world, no less!  I want to thank you for joining me on this journey—I appreciate you reading and sharing my words and photographs.  Blessings and Goodness to you all!

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Gleanings from August–Sunflowers and Humidity

September 4, 2016 by Denise Brake Leave a Comment

There are things about August that I love–Sunflowers, the delicious feel of warm sun on bare skin, spotted fawns, and long stems of brilliant Goldenrod.

Goldenrod

Humidity and mosquitoes top my list of things I don’t love about August, but we were still fortunate not to have too many days of either pest.  What lies between my love/don’t love lists is the subtle reality of the waning summer and tiny glimpses into fall.  As the wild plums ripen to rosey-purple, some of the leaves begin to change their color also.

Wild plums

Black-eyed Susans grow underneath Ash trees that begin to drop yellow leaves like secret notes hinting at what’s to come.

Black-eyed Susan

August is a later rising morning sun casting shadows on a fallen log.

Morning shadows on fallen log

Whether hiking or biking or walking the dog, Sunflowers greeted us with their cheery countenance.  The red-stemmed prairie Western Sunflower…

Western Sunflower

and the exuberant Maximilian.

Maximilian Sunflower

The Blueberry bushes have slipped into their coat of many colors, ready for the cooler days and nights.

Blueberry bush in August

Swamp Milkweed provides delightful nectar for the Monarch Butterfly that will help sustain it for the long fall migration to Mexico.

Monarch on Swamp Milkweed

 

Some days of August, with dripping humidity and no air conditioning, I literally wished away.  This day cannot get over fast enough, I thought, even as I stared in the face of a dank night with tossing and turning in clammy sheets.  I counted down the hours until a refreshing north breeze would sweep the southern heat and humidity back to its home.  But as we got closer to September and the cooler nights reminded me that the warmth of summer was waning, I changed my perspective–this may be our last 85 degree day, I thought; I better enjoy it, humidity or no humidity.  (Winter looms large in the calendar year of Central Minnesota!)

I remember how I changed my perspective during my third pregnancy.  I had more morning sickness with our last child than the other two combined, but I held the thought that this was the last time I would have the extreme honor of bringing a child into the world, to love, to cherish, to teach, to let go.  I never wished away a single day, as tough as some of them were.  ‘You never miss the water until the well runs dry.’  Aren’t we humans funny that way?  Maybe each of those wake-up calls are from the One Who Knows, sending us secret love notes hinting at what’s to come.  We need to tune in to the subtle realities and tiny glimpses.  We need to drink the sweet nectar of life to sustain us on our journey.  We need to appreciate and not take for granted the things on our love/don’t love lists–including sunflowers and humidity.

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