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A Bog Blog

August 6, 2017 by Denise Brake Leave a Comment

Has your mind, body, or spirit ever been stuck in a bog?  Twenty years after graduating from college I returned to that same college with a husband, three kids, and a desire to learn.  I took a molecular biology class in one of my first semesters of graduate school that amazed and inspired me with the information that had been discovered about DNA in the twenty years since I had taken science courses.  One of the most mind-bog-gling things I needed to learn was PCR or polymerase chain reaction, a laboratory technique that multiplies thousands to millions of copies of a segment of DNA or RNA.  This technique was so foreign to me that I just couldn’t wrap my head around the concept!  My mind was in a bog of old information that couldn’t process the new information because of how radically different it was.  It took months of reading, study, labs, talks with my professor, and plenty of frustration before I was finally able to grasp it.  I went on to do a special topics class with that professor using PCR and fluorescent tags, and my understanding and appreciation for the technique grew and became routine.

In our trip to Mille Lacs Kathio State Park, we hiked a short trail behind the Interpretive Center called the “Touch the Earth” trail.  We were equipped with a pamphlet that explained various trees and vegetation along the trail, most of which were very familiar to us.  And then we came to site #7—“You are entering an unusual and fragile plant community known as a bog.  There are trees in this area, so it is technically called a bog forest.”

The boardwalk was constructed because the ground surface of this area is covered with moss with a wet area below it and could easily be damaged by people walking on it—damage that would take years to regenerate.  It was like walking into another world!  A tree had fallen and exposed the layer of water underneath the shallow ‘ground’ of  sphagnum moss.

The trees in the bog forest are mainly Tamarack and Black Spruce with a number of young Birch trees.  Birch trees don’t survive long in the bog—their roots grow downward, suitable for other forest soil, but they cannot support a taller tree in the floating soil of the bog.  The wind blows them over.  Black Spruce and Tamarack trees send out many horizontal roots that keep them more stable in the bog conditions.

Black spruce have scaly bark, short needles, and small rounded cones.

Tamarack or Eastern Larch are deciduous conifers—they turn a brilliant yellow in the fall then drop their needles for the winter.  Tamarack is the Algonquian name for the tree, meaning ‘wood used for snowshoes,’ thus describing the tough and flexible characteristics of the wood.  Tamaracks are very cold tolerant, often live in boggy areas, and have dense clusters of needles on woody spurs.

Long ago the Mille Lacs area had a higher water level, and this bog was a small lake.  When water levels dropped, grass-like sedges grew in the shallow lake eventually making a mat of dead plant material where sphagnum moss grew.  This mat of sedge and moss becomes a slowly decaying peat, a cold, acidic, and oxygen-poor environment that is only compatible for certain plants.  One of the small shrubs that grows here is Labrador Tea, an evergreen Rhododendron.

Blueberries also grow in the acidic soil, along with Bog Laurel, Leatherleaf, and Pink Lady’s Slippers, all of which bloom in April and June.

The unusual, almost eerie landscape of the bog is beautiful in its uniqueness.  Moss, lichens, roots, and fallen trees create the floating ground above the tannin-stained dark water.  It’s a graveyard of sorts of slowly decaying plant material that nourishes and sustains the next generation of bog-tolerant flora.

 

Life in the bog, the mire, the quagmire…I’ve been there in mind, body, and spirit at various times in my life.  It’s when you can’t grasp a new way of thinking or doing things, try as you may.  It’s when you are so burdened with pain or fatigue that all you can do is slowly lift your feet in the next step, pulling each foot out of the muck as it tries to suck you back in, willing yourself forward as time slows to a sloth’s crawl.  It’s when your spirit feels so fragile, so exposed that normal life can easily damage it, when stalwart ideals are no longer stable and topple over in the wind of change.  It’s when your heart is broken, and you cross a bridge into another world that you never, ever wanted to go to.  And then what?!  Well, you stay there for a while.  The changing quality of time actually becomes your friend as it forces you to examine your inner ecosystem.  You start to put out horizontal roots of awareness, courage, strength, and integrity that stabilize you—you become more tough and flexible.  You begin to notice the ‘blueberries’—not only the things that sustain you, but those that are really good for you.  Eventually, with God’s grace and days, months, or years of time, your mind, body, spirit, and heart regenerate.  You realize you are no longer in the quagmire, and you can finally see the full beauty of the bog.

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What Does Home Look Like to You?

July 30, 2017 by Denise Brake 2 Comments

What does home look like to you?  How does it feel?  How many generations of your family have lived in the place you call home or in the place where your soul feels at home?  What is the history of your family?  Is your home tied to the land?  Or is home about the people you are with at any given place or time?

We visited Mille Lacs Kathio State Park last weekend—over 10,000 acres near the mammoth Mille Lacs Lake.  The park is a National Historic Landmark District.  The early French explorer known as Duluth was the first European to accurately record a visit to this area in 1679.  He found permanent established villages of the greater Dakota nation band known as the Mdewakanon who lived near Mdewakan, the Spiritual or Sacred Lake, now known as Mille Lacs.  This area known as Kathio has been home to the Dakota and later to the Ojibwe people for over 9,000 years.  (Stone tools and spear points were found at a site that was radiocarbon tested.)  9,000 years—how many generations of Dakota and Ojibwe people have lived here?!  It has been the site for archaeological digs for over a century with 30 separate sites identified thus far.  It was the perfect place to call home with forests, lakes, rivers, plentiful food sources and other natural resources.

We began our day by climbing the observation tower to get a bird’s eye view of the park and surrounding lakes.

Loggers removed most of the red and white pine forest in the mid 1800’s, and now most of the trees are oaks, maples, aspen, and birch.

Three large lakes connected by the Rum River could be seen from the tower, the largest being Mille Lacs Lake.

It was a beautiful day for hiking—not too hot or buggy.  We saw interesting fungi, five-foot-tall ferns, and delicate wildflowers.

While driving through the park in all its wildness, I commented to Chris that it looks like a good home for bears, thinking we weren’t in bear territory.  But when we walked through the interpretive center, one of the displays explained that indeed black bears live in the park!  Then we came across this tree on one of the hiking trails—looks like bear activity to me!

The swimming beach at the picnic area was a man-made pool not far from the banks of the Rum River.  The only one wading in it was a Great Blue Heron!

In 1965, Leland Cooper of Hamline Universary was sent to survey areas of Mille Lacs Kathio State Park.  The site that was later named after him was excavated a year later by Elden Johnson of the University of Minnesota.  The Cooper site showed that the ancient Native people lived there from about 500 to the 1700’s.  Summer and winter homes, a log pallisade wall, and ricing pits were discovered along with arrow points, stone tools, pottery, and trade goods, including glass beads and Jesuit rings–metal finger rings that French missionaries of the late 1600’s gave to the villagers.  This is what the Cooper site looks like today:

Ogechie Lake is a long, narrow, shallow lake that for thousands of years has produced wild rice for waterfowl and the people who made their home along its shores.  In the mid 1950’s a dam was built at the south end of the lake to keep the water levels high in Mille Lacs Lake for fishermen.  This basically flooded the Ogechie rice crop for decades with little to no production.  Two years ago, a new, lower dam was built, and the wild rice or manoomin is coming back so the present day Ojibwe can once again harvest the ancient food.

 

The land my grandparents called home in South Dakota has been in the family for three and four generations now—it seems like such a long time.  But consider the 360 or more generations of Dakota and Ojibwe who have called the Mille Lacs Kathio region home!  Home to me is the prairie, rolling hills of pasture, sloughs full of geese, memories of my family.  But there is also a connection to Scandinavia where all my ‘native’ ancestors lived.  Home to the Ojibwe of Mille Lacs is ‘thousands of lakes’ with fish and wild rice, forests of hard woods and conifers, wild animals and birds, traditions and stories of their ancestors.  When we look from a bird’s eye view at our own lives in the long history of our ancestors, what do we see?  Were there huge changes to where or what home was?  If we are the descendants of immigrants, refugees, or slaves, that would be true.  What is the ‘river’ that runs through all those generations, connecting them and us?  How do we wade through new waters to make our home?  We each have our own definition of what home looks like to us, but this I know: The land matters.  History matters.  People matter.

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A Return to Balance

July 23, 2017 by Denise Brake 6 Comments

It was a week for the emotional highs and lows record book.  Aaron finished the stone patio outside our screened-in porch, and we had our first guests and first fire in the fire ring.  A new marriage began.  Cancer took a life.  Progress was made to honor my Dad’s life and passing.  There was a fight using old wounds as swords inflicting new wounds.  A baby was born.

It was a week of highs and lows in Nature’s world also.  The pinnacle month of summer brings a great abundance of flowers fit for wedding bouquets, table decorations, or just panoramic beauty.  But the weather was dry—the grass was turning brown, the rains were missing us, and Chris was busy running the sprinklers.  

Last summer our sun garden was dominated by Rudbeckia, but this year is the Year of the Purple Coneflower!

Fragrant Lavender flowers attracted butterflies and bees.  Hummingbirds are also seen almost every day when the Hostas are in bloom.

The top leaf of the Ligularia, a plant that suffers here without plenty of water, is enveloped with a spider’s web and nest for the young ones.  New birth on a tiny, yet prolific scale.

Daddy Longlegs was resting on a leaf hammock, renewing his energy for the continued search for food.

Aaron made a balanced rock sculpture by the path at the edge of the yard.  This will be the location of a new bed of Eastern Blue Star after Chris dug out an invasive white-flowering plant that served us well for a while.  

The heat and dryness has taken a toll on some of the ferns, with parts of fronds or whole fronds drying up and turning brown—Nature’s self-pruning.

The Daylilies are in their full glory; this one is providing a rest stop for a Grasshopper.

The mulched path through our woods is a favorite trail for the turkeys as they browse for food.  We don’t usually see them, but this time one left behind a part of herself.

With all the watering in the dry and sunshine, every once in a while, there’s a rainbow.

 

Mother Nature has a way of providing balance, of bringing things back to homeostasis, of allowing rest and renewal, then energy and growth.  We are made the same way.  Every moment of every day our bodies are regulating temperature, minerals, hormones, water, and blood sugar to bring us back to homeostasis.  It truly is a miracle.  So what happens after days, weeks, or months of being enveloped in a web of worry or suffering from lack of love or realizing that an invasive presence that once served us well no longer does?  The answer is sometimes harsh in the process of saving the whole.  Parts of ourselves dry up, a sort of self-pruning in order to make way for eventual new growth.  We lose parts of ourselves along the journey, often without us knowing but other times with hard, intentional work.  And hopefully the parts we lose are the old wounds that persist in hurting ourselves and others.  Then we add rest, creativity, good food and fun, self-care and self-love so we’re no longer beating ourselves up and running on empty.  And ever-so-gradually, we return to homeostasis, to balance, to ourselves, and to Love. 

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Frozen

July 16, 2017 by Denise Brake 2 Comments

Those things that make our lives easier and better and yeah, we end up taking them for granted—electricity, hot running water, grocery store food, heat, ac, internet, working computers.  This last month has been a little bumpy on the computer front with failing hard-drives, changing hard-drives, failing to get that to work, a seriously messed-up old laptop, and then a frozen NorthStarNature Facebook page—as in the cover photo would load, but I couldn’t scroll down or do anything.  It was stuck, frozen, unable to move or do what it was supposed to do.

Chris and I were sitting at the table in late May when we heard a characteristic thump on the living room window, although this time it was a double thump.  We knew what that meant—another bird, or in this case, two, had hit the window.  We went to see if they had survived the reflecting encounter.

Stunned.  Shocked.  Dead?

When I went outside a few minutes later to see if they could be revived, the upright one flew away.  Good.  I turned the other one over to get his feet under him and gently stroked his exquisite blue feathers.  His eyes were still closed, his little bird body was quiet except for an occasional quiver, and I could see that it was taking all his energy, his internal wherewithal, to regain his senses.  These things take time.  He eventually flew a little ways and needed more time for re-orienting.  I knew he would be okay.

Indigo Buntings are amazing little birds; not only are the males beautiful in their brilliant blue coats, they also migrate at night using the stars for guidance!  What!?  (They researched that using captive Buntings in a planetarium and under a natural sky.)  Breeding males often get into fights locking feet with one another and falling to the ground.  They also defend their territory by approaching the other with slow butterfly-like display flight.  Perhaps one of these behaviors contributed to their tandem window slam.

 

My frozen Facebook page was resolved in the last couple of days by the brilliant computer skills of some unknown FB technician after numerous communications with me and them—words to let them know there was a problem, questions from them about the details of what was happening on my end,  answers to those questions to the best of my no-computer-skills ability, problem-solving work on their end, patience on mine.  The frozen Indigo Buntings, the heart-beating, food-finding, mate-seeking animals that suffered a collision, were in shock.  Their bodies shut down from the trauma.  The one who flew away could have been younger or stronger, more able to withstand and bounce back from the impact.  The other may have been flying faster, may have suffered previous traumas or head injuries, or in some way been more sensitive to the traumatic impact on his body—more time, more compassionate help, more tries were needed to regain his orientation and his place in the world.  And then, there is us.  Humans, like other animals, are physiologically programmed to respond to threats, danger, and trauma with flight, fight, and/or freeze, depending on the situation.  It happens without us thinking about it or making a cognitive decision.  Our bodies automatically respond by shutting down digestion, increasing heart rate, increasing blood flow to the muscles, sending out adrenaline and other hormones in order to get us ready for running away or fighting.  But if neither of those choices are possible, or if extreme physical or emotional trauma occurs, we freeze.  Other physiological signals are sent out, and our bodies and parts of our brain shut down, and we are unable to move or do what we’re supposed to do.  We are stunned, shocked, feeling like we are going to die.  Some of you may know what I’m talking about.  This is when it is imperative to have brilliant, compassionate helpers, when time takes on a different dimension and purpose, when everything we take for granted is tossed up in the air and we have no idea what will land in our possession again.  Our interior world becomes the most important thing, as the external world turns dark and fades away….  We look to the stars for guidance, we follow our own North Star, we breathe, we quiver, we heal.  It takes time, it takes internal wherewithal, courage, and Love, and it takes a community of help-ers, pray-ers, and love-ers in order for us to fly again.

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Gleanings from June—How the Time has Flewn

July 2, 2017 by Denise Brake Leave a Comment

How did it get so late so soon?  It’s night before it’s afternoon.  December is here before it’s June.  My goodness how the time has flewn.  How did it get so late so soon?                   –Dr. Seuss

This is how I feel about the month of June.  It’s one of my favorite months, made all the better this year by the fact that we spent the beginning of the month in Kansas City with our daughter Anna and the other Brake relatives, had our daughter Emily home for vacation and work days, and had SD relatives, Aaron, friends, Emily and Shawn together for celebration days.  How the time has flewn, as Dr. Seuss said!

June is the most precious month of the summer—here in Minnesota the temperature is summer perfect–warm days and still-cool nights, few bugs and mosquitoes impede outdoor work and fun, and there is plenty of sunshine with abundant rain to keep things growing, blooming, and thriving.  Sooo good!  June is when my favorite Perennial Blue Flax blooms—so very lovely.  Do we take the time to appreciate the incredible beauty of a single flower?

Fuzzy, thick-leaved Mullein unfolds like a rosebud—how do we unfold the many layers of our gifts and talents so we can stand tall with our brilliant display of color?

Prairie grasses bloom in June and wave in the wind, while prairie wildflowers begin their complementary display.  How do we stand out in the crowd and love and accept the very things that make us unique?

Talk about fleeting time!  The exquisite poppy, so delicate yet strong, blooms for such a short time before the crinkly petals fall off, leaving the bulbous seed head.  How do we cultivate strength of body, character, mind, and soul?

The blooming Mock Orange shrub with its sweet fragrance was a magnet for Swallowtail Butterflies, both yellow and black.  How do we gather the sweetness of life and share it with others?

A June evening on the lake with good friends is made even better when we see or hear the resident loons.  I believe the ‘bumpy’ feathers towards the tail are hiding a young chick, enabling travel and protection for the offspring.  Do we protect and nourish our offspring and all the ‘children of the Lord?’

Some ingenious spider built its web on the dock, basically over the water—a construction feat for food and shelter.  How do we work to build a safe home and provide food while also maintaining creativity and inventiveness?

Water, lily pads, greens and blues—this Monet-like work of art is a reflection of a birch tree in the lake!  I love it!  How do our actions reflect our true inner self?  What work of art are we creating?

I also love this photograph of a Yellow Pond-lily—the floating leaves, the yellow sphere of flower, the reflection of the blossom, and the spill of water on top of the leaf.  How do we keep our heads above water with poise, beauty, and peace?

And finally, June in the Land of 10,000 Lakes—a couple of people and their dog, out on a boat, fishing at sundown.  How do we relax in this hurried, harried world?  How do we embrace silence and our own thoughts and feelings?

 

June slipped away far too fast—I wanted to hold it steady, keep it close, prevent it from moving on.  I wanted to do the same thing with the time I spent with my kids.  Instead, in the moments I was with them, I was intentional about looking into their faces, not only to see their beauty and uniqueness, but to notice the outward reflection of their inner state.  Are they happy, at peace, using their gifts and talents?  I quietly noticed their strengths of body, character, mind, and soul.  I fretted silently that they may have learned some of my qualities of being hard on myself, of not loving myself quite enough.  I also confirmed my intention and commitment I had from day one as a parent to protect and nourish them in the best way I could, to show them the sweetness of life, to instill in them a love for God, for Nature, for creating and learning.  And here they are—two and a half to three decades later!  How I love being in their presence!  And here I am—throwing out a line in the peaceful silence of my own thoughts and feelings.  “My goodness how the time has flewn.”

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Filed Under: Summer Tagged With: butterflies, Common Loons, flowers, lakes, love, sunsets

Imminent Failure

June 25, 2017 by Denise Brake Leave a Comment

Warnings are posted for a reason, but sometimes the message is rather cryptic, and one is left wondering the exact meaning of the short notification.  I guess it helps when one knows the language and context—which I don’t when it comes to computer talk.  “Smart hard drive detects imminent failure.”  It doesn’t sound good, no matter the language and context.  Imminent and failure are two words that don’t belong together if a person wants to feel good about what’s to come.

What I do feel good about is the week we spent with our oldest daughter Emily and her husband Shawn—no computer needed!  It had been three years since they were here for a visit, a year and a half since we saw them in Texas—much too long for a mother not to be in the presence of her child.  We went hiking at Charles A. Lindbergh State Park one day this week in Little Falls, Minnesota—570 acres that included the boyhood home of the famous aviator Charles A. Lindbergh, Jr. who completed the first solo nonstop trans-Atlantic flight on May 21, 1927.  The family donated the land for a park in 1931 in memory of Charles A. Lindbergh, Sr. who was a lawyer and US Congressman.

Pike Creek runs through the park and meets up with the Mississippi River.  Charles Lindbergh, Jr. spent most of his time as a youngster outdoors exploring the woods, creek, and River.  He collected rocks, butterflies, feathers, and other natural objects.

“When I was a child on our Minnesota farm,” Linbergh wrote, ” I spent hours lying on my back in high timothy and redtop…How wonderful it would be, I thought, if I had an airplane…I would ride on the wind and be part of the sky.”

The forested area of the park has many old white and red pines.  Imminent failure struck this 280-year-old white pine when it was hit by lightning in 1986 and died the following year.

Have you heard of Forest Bathing?  Shinrin-yoku or ‘taking in the forest atmosphere’ originated in Japan in the 1980’s for its health benefits.  Studies have confirmed that being in the presence of trees lowers cortisol levels, lowers pulse rate and blood pressure, improves immune system function, and increases overall feelings of well-being.

The beauty of flowers like this blue flag iris…

the calming smell of a pine forest…

the intricate essence and relationship of flowers and insects…

and the unassuming presence of old, stately trees all contribute to the forest atmosphere that calms our bodies and improves our well-being.

At the hydroelectric dam on the Mississippi River not far upstream from where Pike Creek empties into it, there are warning signs and barriers to keep people from imminent danger.

Torrents of rushing, splashing water tumbled from the spillways, hitting rocks, causing chaos, stress, and danger.  It’s not hard to interpret these warning signs to stay away when the destructive power of the water is literally hitting you in the face.

 

I am sure there were many times in Charles Lindbergh’s life when warning signs of imminent failure flashed before his eyes—during his childhood raft-building days floating on the Mississippi, during his barn-storming days, his trans-Atlantic flight, his military flight training and midair collision, Air Mail routes, and combat missions during World War II.  Imminent failure also presented itself in 1932 when his 20-month old son was kidnapped from their home, ransomed, and killed.  How does one go on after the gruesome loss of a child and years of public attention in the wake of ‘The Crime of the Century?’  What saves us from imminent failure?

Lindbergh and his wife Anne Morrow fled to Europe with their second son in December of 1935—a hiatus from the spotlight and turmoil that had engulfed them after the kidnapping of their son, a time apart from the normal routine of life, a sequestration of the body for the healing of the soul.  I’d like to think that his forest days in Minnesota, his riding on the wind and being part of the sky days helped to save him from imminent failure, though his subsequent years of questionable political beliefs and secret double life with three European women and seven children he fathered point to an acting out of destructive wounds.  “Life is like a landscape.  You live in the midst of it but can describe it only from the vantage point of distance,” wrote Lindbergh.  If life is stressing you out, get some distance from it by immersing yourself in a forest, by surrounding yourself with children and loved ones, by exploring trails and collecting memories, and by forgetting about phones, failing hard drives, and imminent failures. 

 

 

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Over the Edge in Love

June 11, 2017 by Denise Brake 2 Comments

I remember the electricity I felt when I met Chris—could he be more handsome or sweet?  Gosh, he was a good dancer.  He talks kindly of his mother (important!)  He was humble, interested in this unusual prairie girl, and had a sense of humor I had never experienced that kept me on my toes.  I wanted more of him, even as he drove away down 400 miles of interstate highway.  What I didn’t know at the time was that I was falling over the edge in love for the first time in my life.  There were three other times when I stood, with Chris, on the precipice, staring into the face of a newborn child, and I was swept away, over the edge in love, for no rational reason—when you know you are either in the realm of crazy or the sacred realm of Spirit.

We traveled 400 miles of interstate highway last weekend to celebrate Chris’ brother and sister-in-law and their 50 years of marriage!  How does one go from falling over the edge in love to celebrating 50 years together?!  I was also fortunate to once again stare into the faces of my first- and second-born and feel the electricity of the all-consuming love parents have for their children, even when they are adults.  My spirit sang its song of joy.

The day before the anniversary party, we took to the trails like we had done so many times when the kids were little.  We explored Parkville Nature Sanctuary on a blue-sky, hot and humid day. (All relative when coming from Texas and Minnesota to Missouri!)

Most of the 115 acres of the Sanctuary and White Alloe Creek Conservation Area is forested, along with streams and wetlands.

We found some little treasures along the trail—bright red fungi and a wise old turtle.

But the main attraction of the Sanctuary was the waterfall.  Water cascaded and tumbled over rocks, bubbling with activity in places, then calmly pooling in others.

Downstream from the main falls was a bridge where a mom and her kids were watching a couple of Northern Water snakes in the swift current.  The female snakes are much larger than the males and both get darker with age.  Gestation is 3-5 months with a single litter of 30 live snakes in August to October!

The female climbed back up a small debris dam as the male washed down over more rocks and falls.

Nothing says ‘beware’ or ‘stay away’ like this tree.  Honey Locusts have frondy branches with small leaves that turn a brilliant yellow in the fall.  The spring flower is strongly scented, and the fruit is a flat pod, 6-8 inches in length, with an edible pulp that encases the seeds.  Honey Locusts are hardy, resilient, and fast-growing.

The trunk and branches, however, are covered in huge thorns that negate the positive qualities of these trees.  Luckily, cultivated thornless varieties have been established.

 

We all stand at the precipice, at the top of the falls, at some points in our lives.  The air is electric, and the water is urging us forward.  Things look pretty beautiful from our dopamine- and serotonin-saturated brains.  It’s easy to fall over the edge in love.  At first, falling over the edge is beautiful and effervescent and carefree—until we hit some rocks, and we lose our way.  Until we encounter snakes and things that scare us.  Until we are tangled up in a mess of thorns that we didn’t ‘see’ until it was too late.  So how do we avoid a false positive for happy-ever-after?  What gets us through those tough times?  What keeps us connected to the things that matter?

Sanctuary.  Walking stick.  Bridge.  Sanctuary is a sacred or holy place, a place of refuge.  It is for protection, peace, growth, faith, and hope—qualities that sustain us over a lifetime.  Walking sticks are used to more easily navigate a tough trail, to keep us safer, to help us out.  There are many times in the span of 35 or 50 years of marriage when we need something or somebody to help us get through the tough spots.  Bridges allow us to move from one side of something to the other side across a divide that may seem impassable.  Love is a bridge—the enduring, respectful, committed, treasure-filled type of Love when you know in your heart and soul that you are in the sacred realm of Spirit.

 

last photo by Chris

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Hope and Remembrance of the Poppy

May 29, 2017 by Denise Brake 4 Comments

“My Dad Doug Brake had some strong opinions.  He was a sergeant in the US Army Infantry Rangers, 1st and 3rd Battalions in WWII.  Rangers led the way.  He took part in amphibious landings under heavy artillery and machine gun fire. (see Saving Private Ryan.)  He battled in North Africa, Tunisia, Sicily, Palermo, and Italy.  Anzio was where he was wounded and received a Purple Heart.  He didn’t speak about it, but I know that men he loved and fought next to were killed in combat, right by his side.  My Dad saw some of his buddies die violent deaths, painful agonizing deaths, bloody terrifying deaths, instant deaths.  That qualified Doug to have strong opinions.  He believed all Veterans deserve honor and respect.  Recognize them, especially on Veterans Day.  He believed wounded and disabled Veterans deserve care and compassion.  Give to the D.A.V.  Go visit a V.A. Hospital or Care Facility.  He believed Veterans killed in action or those who otherwise died during active duty deserve a Memorial Day.  That is their day of recognition.  One day for them and only them.”  ~Chris

 

Memorial Day or Decoration Day as it used to be called, has a long and somewhat conflicted history as to who or where it began.  After the huge loss of life during the Civil War, groups of women and later, communities would tend to the graves and decorate them with flowers.  In 1868, General John A. Logan called for May 30th to be Decoration Day to honor those “who died in defense of their country.”  

During WWI, an American pilot James McConnell wrote about the devastated land after the 1916 Battle of Verdun in France.      

“Immediately east and north of Verdun there lies a broad, brown band … Peaceful fields and farms and villages adorned that landscape a few months ago – when there was no Battle of Verdun. Now there is only that sinister brown belt, a strip of murdered Nature. It seems to belong to another world. Every sign of humanity has been swept away. The woods and roads have vanished like chalk wiped from a blackboard; of the villages nothing remains but gray smears where stone walls have tumbled together… On the brown band the indentations are so closely interlocked that they blend into a confused mass of troubled earth.”

Major John McCrae, a Canadian doctor and soldier, wrote this poem for a friend who was killed in battle May, 1915 after noticing the brilliant red field poppies that grew and bloomed in the devastated land among the burials in Belgium.

In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

Poppy on the old Somme battlefield

Three years later, a woman named Moina Michael saw this poem in the Ladies Home Journal while on duty at the YMCA Overseas War Secretaries headquarters in New York and was inspired to take up the torch to remember those who had lost their lives.  She vowed to wear a red poppy as a sign of remembrance and wrote a poem in response to Major McCrae’s.  

Oh! you who sleep in Flanders Fields,
Sleep sweet – to rise anew!
We caught the torch you threw
And holding high, we keep the Faith
With All who died.

She worked tirelessly for two years to have the poppy recognized as a national memorial symbol.  In 1920, the National American Legion agreed to use the Flanders Fields Memorial Poppy as the national emblem of Remembrance, and to this day, paper poppies are worn in remembrance of those who died serving their country.

Like many holidays, Memorial Day has strayed away from the original purpose of the day.  It has morphed into a day to honor and decorate the graves of loved ones, to honor all veterans, to begin the season of summer with barbecues, camping and family fun, and even to be known as a huge sale weekend for consumer goods.  Whatever your opinion of that metamorphosis, I hope you can take a moment to remember the original purpose of the holiday.  War not only takes our loved ones away from us—in countless many ways—but also murders Nature and sweeps away humanity, as James McConnell so poignantly described.  Thank Goodness for the hope, resiliency, and power of the Poppy, of Mother Nature, and of the Human Spirit.

 

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Location, Location, Location

May 21, 2017 by Denise Brake 2 Comments

I love this time of year!  After a bare, white and gray winter, the greenness seems amazing to my eyes.  From one year to the next I forget how many of our flowers bloom in May.  The colors, shapes, and fragrances are delightful to the senses.  This location we call home suits us well right now amidst the trees, among the flowers, and along with the wild creatures.

In a bird’s world, our yard and woods are a pretty good location to set up house, also.  There are eight pre-made houses to choose from, trees of all sorts in which to build a nest, a river nearby and various bird baths for water and bathing, and an endless supply of insects, seeds, and nesting material.  Unfortunately, in the bird real estate business, we have a tenacious bully.  The House Wren is an aggressive competitor for nests and will destroy eggs and young of other birds in order to take over that nesting spot.  Wrens are tiny birds, about five inches from head to tail, weighing only as much as two quarters.  Their exuberant, gurgling song is loud and persistent.  The Wrens show up a couple of weeks after the Bluebirds, who have already staked out the location that suits them best.  Wrens are the main source of nest failure in some areas for Bluebirds, Tree Swallows and Chickadees, but we witnessed some bold resistance to the real estate bully.  One of the wren houses hangs from the maple tree outside our dining room, and we happened to see a flurry of bird activity around the little house.  A male Bluebird chased the Wren into the house, then perched on the roof, seemingly daring him to come out again.

Then he even peered into the house.

Eventually the Bluebird left to attend to his own nest, and the Wren cautiously popped out of the house onto the ‘porch.’

A minute later, another flurry of wings–this time from a Tree Swallow defending its nest from the scalawag.

The male Wren will find a number of nesting spots and add twigs to them when he first stakes out his territory; later the courted female will inspect the nesting spots.  With all the negative reinforcement to stealing the others’ nests, the Wrens decided to build their nest in their hide-away place.  Both busy Wrens gathered twigs to add to the nest.

The ground below the house is scattered with small sticks that didn’t quite make it to the inside.

One of the most interesting nest-building practices of the House Wren is adding a spider egg sac to the final nesting materials.  It is speculated that after hatching, the young spiders eat any mites or parasites that tend to invade the nest when the young birds inhabit it.  Once the Wrens lay their eggs, the real estate battle abruptly ends; meanwhile, the Bluebird stands watch.

 

I’ve lived in a number of locations in four different states during my life so far.  Two of those states are birthplaces—mine and Chris’ and the kids’, which make them inherently special.  Each place also has a unique culture—Scandinavian, Pennsylvania Dutch, crossroads of America diversity, and German Catholic.  Each location has a beautiful ecosystem—prairie, foothills, rolling farm country, and lakes and woods.  Truthfully, I have loved them all.  Sometimes it’s not so much living in a place that suits us well but rather to become who we are supposed to be.  And places, cultures, ecosystems, and the people we meet there help us to do that.  We learn to attend to our own nests, to defend the things we hold dear, to stand up to bullies, and to watch over this beautiful, green Earth.

 

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The Traveler

May 14, 2017 by Denise Brake Leave a Comment

I was a traveler when I was a kid.  We had a low-slung, wood-sided Mercury station wagon—no dvd players or cup holders and if it had seat belts, we didn’t use them.  Every summer the six of us would pack the car with a cooler of food, shared suitcases of clothes, a Johnny Cash eight-tack tape, and a little, brown, hard-shelled suitcase of coloring books, games, etc. to keep us kids occupied on the long trip from eastern Pennsylvania to eastern South Dakota.  We traveled almost 1400 miles straight through with my Mom and Dad taking turns driving and sleeping.  Most often we would leave on a Friday night and get to Grandma and Grandpa’s farm in the early light of Sunday morning.  Occasionally on our trip we would stop at a truck stop for breakfast, but usually we ate at roadside rests with individual boxes of cold cereal (a once a year treat) and picnic meals of cold, fried chicken or sandwiches.  It was a time to stretch our legs, run around, re-fuel, and talk and laugh together as a family.  

Last week when I walked to the ponds and wetlands close to our house, I saw a bird that I had never seen before.  It was some sort of shorebird with a long bill, white underbelly, streaked upperbody, and long, yellow-orange legs, which I later discovered were the basis for its name—Greater Yellowlegs!  There is a similar, smaller Lesser Yellowlegs.  Yellowlegs travel thousands of miles each year from their wintering areas in southern, coastal United States, Central America, and South America to their summer breeding grounds in sub-arctic forest bogs or muskegs of Alaska and Canada.  I was lucky enough to see this Greater Yellowlegs on one of the rest stops on his long, migratory route.

Yellowlegs eat small fish, frogs, insects, snails, worms and occasionally seeds and berries.

The Yellowlegs was busy looking for food, walking through the shallow water, probing the mud for bites to eat.  When he turned and saw me, he stopped.  Then he continued to walk while bobbing his head and kicking his legs back, behavior indicating that an intruder was seen.

Yesterday, May 13th, was International Migratory Bird Day.  It highlights the importance of safe, healthy sites along the migratory routes of the thousands of species that need places for rest and refueling.  These rest-stops are critical for the survival of migratory birds.

The quiet, shallow lake was a perfect sanctuary for the Greater Yellowlegs to stop and rest during his long journey, and I’m fortunate to have seen him.

 

I felt like quite a traveler when I was a kid, especially compared to some of my classmates who had never been out of the county they grew up in, let alone the state!  Those trips back to South Dakota each summer were memorable because of the excitement of traveling that long distance to see our relatives, to go back to our Home state.  The Greater Yellowlegs have a winter home and a summer home with lots of traveling between the two.  And whether for people or migratory birds, the rest stops along the way on our journeys are imperative for renewal, restoration, (sanity), and rejuvenation for the remainder of the trip and for Life ever after.

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